What You Think You Will Become

Our life is shaped by our mind; we become what we think.  Joy follows a pure thought like a shadow that never leaves.  ~ Buddha

I think it is safe to say that everyone wants to experience more joy.  I'm not sure that anyone in the history of time has ever turned down the opportunity for more joy, "no thanks, I'm all filled up, I can't accept one more ounce of joy; just take that joy back to wherever it came from, there's no room for it here." I just don't see it happening.

I think many people feel they don't deserve joy, but that's an entirely different issue from not wanting it. If we believe that our thoughts can shape our reality, and that our dominate mental states get reflected back to us through the surrounding world, then it follows that we should become increasingly aware of what we think.  The Buddha said that once our thoughts fall into alignment with quality of sattva (purity, balance, harmony, peace and sweetness) then we will be filled with an unquenchable joy.

This requires that we stop and examine our thoughts.  When we catch ourselves churning negative thoughts, phrases or reactions, we literally need to stop and reframe it in a more positive light - Stop -and "Take Two"- Start Again.

It's a funny thing though... we all want our lives to change, we want certain relationships or situations to become better and easier, but we don't want to have to be the one to change.  Ironically, the only thing we really have the power to change is ourselves; more specifically, our way of thinking, our manner of speaking, and the way in which we express ourselves to others.
We have to be willing to change, or at minimum willing to consider changing, for only then will we begin to see our outer world shifting and morphing in a new direction.

If we are honest, we will notice that most of our problems originate from our own self, and our reactions to the undesirable situations around us.  So guard your mind, watch what you are creating through the words you say when you think no one is listening.
When you catch yourself in a negative spiral, see if you can turn it around, think a new thought, and watch how a new vibration starts to grow within your life.
You might even find a little more joy along the way!

Whether one is rich or poor, educated or illiterate, religious or non believing, man or woman, black, white, or brown, we are all the same.  Physically, emotionally, and mentally, we are all equal.  We all share basic needs for food, shelter, safety, and love.  We all aspire to happiness and we all shun suffering.  Each of us has hopes, worries, fears, and dreams.  Each of us wants the best for our family and loved ones.  We all experience pain when we suffer loss and joy when we achieve what we seek.  On this fundamental level, religion, ethnicity, culture, and language make no difference.
~ His Holiness the Dalai Lama XIV

An Unexpected Joy

After becoming a mother I experienced some significant changes in the way I conceived what a daily ashtanga yoga practice looked like.  In the years before, I had been relatively uncompromising in my approach to practice, and even during my pregnancy I was able to continue doing something that resembled my regular practice fairly closely, which at the time included asana, pranayama and meditation.  Although my asana practice changed considerably over the nine month period, I was still able to carve out a large portion of my morning and fully devote it to a time of personal practice, and pretty much whatever else I wanted to do.  After having our son Jediah, I learned very quickly that my time was no longer my own.

If you do not have children, or if you have never been in the position of having all the responsibility of taking care of a small helpless infant for the first time, then it is easy to underestimate the amount of energy and full-time one-pointed focus that goes into caring for a baby.  All of your heart, soul, body and mind is being drawn out by this tiny being, and there is not a lot of room for anything or anyone else (at least that was my experience).  I honestly felt that I had no time that was my own, and the brief periods I did find, felt like stolen moments, fleeting and unpredictable.  I would try to fit in some kind of semblance of a "regular practice" when Jediah was sleeping, but mostly it turned into a time of much needed rest for my sleep-deprived self. 

Although there were many times during that first year where I found myself frustrated with not being able to practice yoga in the manner I was used to, once I let go and surrendered to what was, rather then trying to force things into the way I wanted them to be, a whole new world opened up.  

Through the experience of motherhood, I was forced to look at my life with new eyes.  I began to see my practice of yoga expanding and reaching out beyond just the practice of asana, pranayama or meditation.  

To my own surprise, part of my yoga practice became singing devotional songs (bhajans) to my baby boy, and this included japa, the regular recitation of a mantra, through hours of crying and sleepless nights.  My new found practice involved embracing my role as a mother in the form of unconditional love, not only directed to my son, but also opening up to include each person I would meet; seeing the beautiful child residing within them, and their need to be seen, accepted, and loved.  For me, yoga became an immediate call to be fully present, whether I was making a meal, washing dishes, or changing diapers.  I practiced surya-namaskara whenever I saw the sun, and the deepest sense of gratitude and devotion would wash over me as I gave thanks for its warmth, for nature, for my precious child, and this beautiful gift of life. 

Don’t get me wrong, I completely still love my daily asana and pranayama practice, and I am so grateful to again have the time and space where I can make them a focused priority in my day once again.

However, I am also so grateful for this gift of motherhood that opened my eyes and my heart in a completely new and unexpected way.  

Even though it is probably the most challenging role of my life, it not only gave me a wondrous, magical little boy, who fills my world with awe and amazement, but it opened my mind to experiencing a greater depth within my own practice of yoga, and allowed me to see more clearly how it ought to be practiced and incorporated into everything I do, in many different ways, and I will be eternally grateful for that.    

Hari Om Tat Sat

Vitamin B12 - What's the big deal?

First off, I am not an expert in nutrition. However, diet and health is an area of interest for me, especially when it comes to promoting a vegetarian or vegan lifestyle.  I have done some research on different topics over the years, mostly in relation to my own choices and health; but recently a student asked me to write about vitamin B12 and whether it is really a problem for someone taking up a vegan diet.  So, I thought this would be a good forum to discuss the issue at hand.

The main criticism of a vegan diet is that it cannot provide adequate nutrition.  The argument goes something like this: "Plant foods are completely lacking in vitamin B12, and obviously if we need a nutrient that we can't get from plants alone, then it is evident that humans are not meant to be strict vegetarians." 

So what's the deal with this vitamin B12?  Do we really need it and is it even important?

As it turns out, vitamin B12 is super important for our health at a fundamental level.  It is needed for cell division, blood formation and making DNA. 

The truth is that neither plants nor animals synthesize vitamin B12.  It is manufactured by microorganisms (bacteria, fungi and algae) and thus, is found in soil, microbial-contaminated water, and feces.  It just so happens that animals and their food byproducts are contaminated with the B12-producing bacteria, and subsequently, become a source of for it.  It may also be that some plant foods are contaminated with these bacteria, but we generally wash away any vitamin B12 prior to eating them.

The recommended intake of B12 is actually quite small (2.4mcg for those over the age of 14yrs);  but a deficiency is a very serious problem leading ultimately to irreversible nerve damage.
Fortunately, we are able to store, recycle, and reuse vitamin B12 very efficiently, and only excrete a tiny fraction from our internal stores each day.  However, over time, if we do not replenish our stores from either the food in our diet or from supplements, a deficiency may occur.

Numerous studies have demonstrated that any actual deficiencies of B12 in vegetarian or vegan diets is mainly due to poor meal planning. (Leitzmann C. 2005. Vegetarian diets: what are the advantages? Forum of Nutrition. (57) 147-56)  Obviously, any diet based on a single starchy staple (root vegetable, rice, pasta, or bread) will not only lack vitamin B12, but also protein, iron, zinc, and calcium.  The answer to the problem is super simple though, simply incorporate nutrient-rich plant foods, such as nuts, legumes, leafy greens, fortified non-dairy milk, and fortified whole-grain cereals.  This will significantly improve the bioavailability of nutrients, while also being an effective solution to bigger environmental problems and global hunger issues.

In truth, vitamin B12 deficiencies are very rare, and usually take quiet a long time to develop, anywhere from 3-15 years, and can occur in both vegans and non-vegetarians alike.  It is a condition that mostly arises from malabsorption, or a poor or highly restricted diet, or if a person has been vegan for many years without taking any form of supplementation or fortified foods.

If a deficiency goes untreated it may cause symptoms such as: weakness, a feeling of being extremely tired or light-headed, tingling or numbness in the fingers, arms and legs, nerve damage, difficulty with balance, heart palpitations and shortness of breath, pale skin, sore tongue, bruising or bleeding easily, bleeding gums, upset stomach, weight loss, reduced appetite, indigestion, and diarrhea or constipation.  

Vitamin B12 is especially important during pregnancy and lactation, as well as for infants and children.  

So, if you are incorporating the practice of ahimsa (non-harming) into your life by choosing a vegan diet, (meaning you don't eat any animal products: seafood, meat, poultry, milk, cheese or eggs) it is important to make sure you are getting enough vitamin B12, and even more so if you are planning on becoming pregnant, currently are pregnant, or breastfeeding. 

Luckily the number of vegan foods that are fortified with vitamin B12, along with other essential vitamins and minerals, has increased significantly over the past few years, and vitamin B12 from fortified foods is actually more easily absorbed then B12 from animal sources.
(Institute of Medicine. Food and Nutrition Board. Dietary Reference Intakes: Thiamin, riboflavin, niacin, vitamin B6, folate, vitamin B12, pantothenic acid, biotin, and choline. National Academy Press. Washington, DC, 1998)

Some Common Myths
- Nature provides every nutrient we need.  Consuming supplements or fortified foods of any kind is unnecessary if your vegan diet is truly optimal.
- Fermented foods, sprouts, mushrooms, dulse and other sea vegetables, spirulina, algae, and raw plant foods (with or without bits of dirt on them) provide plenty of vitamin B12 for people.
- You make plenty of B12 in your mouth and small intestine to supply your daily needs.
- Some vitamin B12 originating from bacteria in the large intestine goes against the current and travels upstream to the absorption site for B12 in the small intestine.
- Some people manage with no reliable dietary or supplementary source of vitamin B12. 
(Brenda Davis, RD and Vesnto Melina, MS, RD. 2010. Becoming Raw. 169-170)

Food Sources of Vitamin B12
- Plants do not require B12 and therefore have no mechanism to produce, absorb, or store it, so humans cannot obtain vitamin B12 from any plant sources.
- If humans are not obtaining B12 in their diet from animal sources you can easily obtain enough vitamin B12 from Fortified Plant-based foods (yeast extracts like Marmite / Vegemite, nutritional yeast, fortified breakfast cereals, soy / almond milk, fortified veggie burgers / vegetable stocks)

Nutritional Yeast is a GREAT vegan source of vitamin B12.
Here is an amazingly delicious recipe for homemade vegan macaroni & "cheese" using nutritional yeast.  Happy Cooking! 

The BEST Mac & "Cheese" You'll Ever Eat! 

What You Need: 

1 1/2 pounds pasta, preferably macaroni (could be gluten-free)

"Cheese" Sauce:

1 1/2 cups unsweetened nondairy milk

1 1/2 cups nutritional yeast

1 cup canola or vegetable oil

1 cup water

1/3 cup tamari or soy sauce

1/4 (12 ounce) block firm (not silken) tofu

1 tablespoon garlic powder

1 tablespoon paprika

1 tablespoon vegesal or in lack of fancy product, just use some sea salt

1 dollop mustard (optional) 

1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees Fahrenheit. Boil water in a big pot and cook pasta according to package directions.

2. Add all of the "cheese" sauce ingredients in a blender and process until smooth. Once pasta is cooked, drain and put it in the baking pan (about the size of a brownie pan). Pour the "cheese" sauce over the pasta.

3. Bake until the top of the pasta looks slightly browned and crispy, about 15 minutes.

This is very simple and tastes amazing! 

If you are cooking for yourself, it will last about 5 days if you eat it for all three meals of the day.

Preparation Time: 

about 8 minutes; Cooking Time: 15 minutes

SIT, RELAX, GIVE THANKS, AND ENJOY

There is Hope... Even When There Is a Hole in Your Sidewalk

I was introduced to this poem when we first lived in Thailand ten years ago.  It resonated with me deeply at that time in my life, and I never forgot it.  Ten years ago it felt like the story of my life up to that point.  I recently came across it again, and it made me smile thinking about how many different streets I had walked down since that time.  I wanted to share it with you today.

It is a poem of hope and encouragement.

There Is a Hole in My Sidewalk
Autobiography in Five Short Chapters
By Portia Nelson

Chapter One
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost…I am helpless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out. 

Chapter Two
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend that I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I am in this same place.
But, it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

Chapter Three
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep whole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in…it’s a habit…but
My eyes are open
I know where I am
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

Chapter Four
I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

Chapter Five
I walk down another street.

On Being Kind To All Beings Everywhere

When I was sixteen years old and I read a book by John Robbins: May All Be Fed: A Diet For A New World and was impacted to core of my being.  It changed my life to say the least, and inspired me to become vegan, which at that time in history was almost unheard of and mostly a very strange idea.  For several years I adhered to a strictly vegan diet; but as time went on I didn't keep to it.

 Some years later, during my first year of University, I was introduced to the Philosophy of applied ethics and the work of the Australian Humanist Peter Singer.  I became aware of the horrors afflicted on many animals in the name of scientific testing and particularly the hideous things done to the chimpanzees used for biomedical research, and as a result their intense suffering the undeniable signs of trauma they displayed both during and after this torture.  I learned about a organization called the Fauna Foundation in Quebec, which is the only chimpanzee Sanctuary and rescue centre in Canada, and became a fierce advocate for these helpless victims.  Once again a fire was sparked within, and I began to re-examine my beliefs and whether or not I was supporting what I knew to be true through my actions.

About a year later, I was introduced to the practices and philosophies of both Buddhism and Yoga.  I resonated with them deeply, and wanted to integrate them more fully into my life. During this time of exploration it became apparent to me that to uphold the values of ahimsa (non-harming) and satya (truthfulness) I would need to look more deeply at the impact of my dietary choices on the welfare of all sentient beings.  Although I had never returned to eating land animals or birds, I had gone back to eating fish, dairy and eggs from time to time.  It was around this time I once again shifted my lifestyle towards primarily a vegan diet.  

I don't want to get all preachy, and I will be the first to tell you that I am not always 100% dairy-free; when we are in India, where the cows are still treated with love and respect, I am not rigid about following a strictly vegan diet; and we still use honey sometimes, and I still own some leather.  However, in my heart of hearts I feel that the treatment of animals is an important issue that cannot be easily dismissed or overlooked for anyone who cares about our planet and the beings we share it with.

Ignorance is an easy defence to shroud our carelessness; but these days it is not very difficult to find out the truth.  Mostly it is not an inability to find out what is really going on, as much as individuals have a desire to keep their eyes and hearts closed.  Mainly, we do not want to know the tragic truths of how some of our own treat those of another species, simply because it will sit heavily on our conscience; thus, we would rather live cheerfully unaware.

The time has come that we can no longer deny the facts that animals feel and experience pain and suffering, just like us; and like us they express degrees of emotion, and seek their own comfort to avoid pain or discomfort.  Pain, like all our other senses, is conveyed to the brain by nerves.  Just as we respond to external stimuli through the senses of sight, touch, taste, smell, or hearing, animals do as well.  In many cases animals are more sensitive to these stimuli, and much more developed in a particular areas of receiving information through a specific sense organ then humans are, which potentially might make their suffering more acute in some instances.

When the Yoga Sutras talk about ahimsa (non-harming) and satya (truthfulness) it states that they are maha-vratam (supreme vows) and that these virtues are to be practised in relation to all creatures, in all places, times, and circumstances. (Patanjali Yoga Sutras: II:31)

It all comes down to reducing our tendency to cause harm, either directly or indirectly, regardless of intelligence, strength, social class, civil rights, race, sex, or species.  It takes nothing away from a human to be kind to animals, or other humans, and it is within our power to take care not only of each other, but of the all beings everywhere, as well as our planet.

So let us be both bold and kind, as we go forth and create a New World together.

If you haven't watched this show already.  I ask you to take the time and do so.
Commit to watching at least the first 40 minutes.  
It is so worth it, and it just might save your life.

As long as there are slaughter houses there will be battlefields.
Leo Tolstoy

For as long as men massacre animals, they will kill each other.  
Indeed, he who sows the seeds of murder and pain cannot reap joy and love. 
Pythagoras